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What Ifs? (Sheep)

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I created this blog 3 years ago wanting to write consistently about me embarking on a new journey but I left it as that and didn't continue. There's so much that's happened since then and I really don't know where to start. I really love writing but I admit that I don't write well and has since been afraid to write. Ironically, I'm in an industry that requires me to write really well. Sometimes I do feel like a fraud. So I have decided to write whenever and whatever I feel like in this space, whether it's good or bad writing.  I was in a toxic relationship when I created this blog and have since got out of it. I downloaded a few dating apps half a year after breaking up and finally decided to meet people in real life. It was definitely nerve wrecking to meet a stranger you only talked to online. I've met good and bad guys on the dating apps, and I feel like I want to write about the lessons I've learnt for my future self.  I often forget how it feels...
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Project, 1996

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Starting on a blank note. I was procrastinating since forever, as I wasn't sure what it was that I wanted to do. But I'm quite sure right now, not in any other aspects of my life but in this space. I have always loved writing, but many things stopped me along the way. For one, I guess I have admitted defeat to myself for not being able to write for a living. My command of English isn't that good as I have grown up having really low self-esteem and self-confidence (which I never noticed till certain people I met along the way pointed it out). I never tried improving myself as I have always thought that it's futile, I will never be as good as others who was born talented in languages. As a result of that, my English probably never improved since I was in Secondary School. But after a series of events, I realise that I do love writing. I love reading others writing, and I live to read. Because of the things that has been going on in my life previously, I haven't be...
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